The real cost

The real cost of the war in Iraq.

Wishes dry up

Metamorphoses get stuck. That expresses kinda how I feel. I feel like my metamorphosis has gotten stuck. What I'm metamorphosizing from and what to, I don't have a clue. However, I just know I have gotten stuck.

I'm also reminded that the suffering isn't caused by the obstacle. I'm the one who's really deciding it's suffering because I think I can't do anything about it.

Thinking that I need to deepen my life.

Rocky Mountain News: Local

F--- Bush

DenverPost.com - Diane Carman

DenverPost.com - Diane Carman

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS

Denver Post Hmm...this is an interesting thing. I don't know why we ever 'lost' our downtowns, but it's interesting to see that things really do loop quite a bit.

The Summer Final lunch...

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Cookie klatch lands girls in court - Denver Post 4.feb.2005

Whoa! Some people are really sensitive. This reminds me of what we were talking about in WRTG 301 Class...though it wasn't related to the class topic, it was a topic that came into the discussion.

Sometimes I wonder

If I am always so swing-swingy. I feel like my moods do a lot more swimming than I do. Is that normal? Or is that normal for me?

http://www.9news.com/acm_news.aspx?OSGNAME=KUSA&IKOBJECTID=d87acf56-0abe-421a-0077-6789ab9104e5&TEMPLATEID=0c76dce6-ac1f-02d8-0047-c589c01ca7bf

I read this and thought....oh i've read this book before. Then it took a couple seconds and I thought, "hmm....what screwed up people! To think that this book could be offensive in any way, a bit strong or graphic maybe, but enough to be banned AND destroyed?" I wonder if any of the parents had ever even read the book the whole way through. It's sad. I really liked this book it's a great way to get into Latin American/Latino books.

A text update

Ok, so i went to a b'day party on saturday and i came to the conclusion that i still really feel weird even around people who aren't soka people. It's kinda bad...but whatever. I'm trying my best to create a comfortable environment for people around me, even if I don't know them well. Perhaps it was because I still feel alien in certain parts of this US of A.

I am going to miss my friends. I will live, I'm good at doing that. But I know it won't be the same without them...so I am trying to enjoy their company as much as I can...the question is am I forgetting things in doing so? Ahhh, the wonders of the world.

I will start work soon, I'm happy. I have to do taxes soon, I am NOT happy.

I made an ·espanya· CD, I am VERY happy. Some other people on campus found out about O'zone, I was happy for a while, but realized it's kinda stupid to be happy about those kinda things, but I still decided I should be happy about that.

There's a cute boy on campus, and I can't talk to him. I wonder if he knows i think he's cute. And I also wonder if i should do anything about it. The workings of the mind amaze me.

I want to carry my determination from in front of the gohonzon into my life. Step 1 has been completed, i think.

I want to support my district, while not forgetting my family and my friends.

Daily 1 hour of e'mails!

L-R: Jess, Pili, Ann. During our murder mystery dinner last weekend.

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A tree at Soka

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(L-R): Dad, Kochan, Mom.

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I actually got a foto of ann. Amazing...eh?

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Pues, claro.

So, while I was home...i watched a f-ing lot of TV. And one thing that I noticed was that 9News has some pretty good looking weathermen. Uufh!

Nothing else, just wanted to let y'all know about the random stuff going on in my life...which is nothing much.

I went to a Study Meeting at the Santa Ana Community Center, with another 50 or so other Soka students...very scary to be in the majority all of a sudden, yet again. It was really nice, though I don't know if I got the message he was trying to get across. However, I am really motivated to shakubuku someone this year, in this semester. I really want to bring Sensei to SUA and to the OC.

Pues, nada mas.
besos