Great legs...what time do they open? (Ok, too much surfing the net...)
-Umm sorry, they don't open; especially not for you!
Sew...today i feel a mite better. There's no gaping hole feeling, that often. My life has a sense of normalcy, and the speed of life is amazingly slow; kinda like when we were kids.
It feels like I'm making headway on a lot of things, so again, I be pleased.
I've been thinking lately about my friends back home and those people who I've had the chance to meet in my life. There's so many that I don't even remember 3/4s of them. Who has done what? Who has changed the world? Who has changed themselves? It seems like no one has, but if I really think about it. People have changed and I'm sad that I haven't been there to see them as they are changing. I know that it's for the better that people try to better themselves, but sometimes it feels like you'll lose them if they change too much. I hope that no matter what, this bond that I've made is strong enough that no matter the time nor the changes that each person goes through, it remains. And as soon as we meet again, it's like we never had even been away for a moment.
Finally wrote that letter to Sensei...was kinda cathartic. I'm on this "letting stuff go" kinda binge. I feel better emotionally, but at what cost? I don't know yet. But it does feel a helluva lot better to let some of my emotional bagage sail off into the ocean blue.
I'm a bit sloffed so I'm going to bed.
A very good night to yee!
Don't call me sweetie...
11 years ago
