Don't call me sweetie...
8 years ago
28.4.04
24.4.04
23.4.04
I've figured it out...
I'm such a flake, only when I've over committted myself. That's right! Next year I hope I won't be doing this to myself. Grrr.
21.4.04
Guardian Unlimited | The Guardian | Virgin mouse gives birth
Guardian Unlimited | The Guardian | Virgin mouse gives birth
Damn, you women won't need us anymore!
Damn, you women won't need us anymore!
20.4.04
"Columbine...friend of mine..." that was 5 years ago today.
Columbine
It was a year ago today that I got home and found the TV turned on, that there's something horrible going on...that someone my age, or seemingly so old, could have enought angst and enough balls to go out and kill somone...kill 12 fellow students, 1 teacher, and themselves.
My heart crys, I hope we have learned, but I fear that we have not. In my mind I can assure myself that those feelings of angst and angre that Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris must have had, but since I'm fearing it, I must also somehow feel the same way that they did. I feel pain and sorrow.
I have hope for the future, it is still not stable, and like a columbine in early spring, waiting to fully bloom yet. I hope to hear that one day we all don't have to worry about pressures of homophobia, about pressures in high school, but I know that I must be apart of changing that...and that is scary. Perhaps I will, perhaps I won't be able to, but I must: first because I'm being trained to do so, and second if I don't start now, who will start in the future. I must I must I must.
As for myself, I must focus on my studies again and again. I've kinda lost sight of that.
It was a year ago today that I got home and found the TV turned on, that there's something horrible going on...that someone my age, or seemingly so old, could have enought angst and enough balls to go out and kill somone...kill 12 fellow students, 1 teacher, and themselves.
My heart crys, I hope we have learned, but I fear that we have not. In my mind I can assure myself that those feelings of angst and angre that Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris must have had, but since I'm fearing it, I must also somehow feel the same way that they did. I feel pain and sorrow.
I have hope for the future, it is still not stable, and like a columbine in early spring, waiting to fully bloom yet. I hope to hear that one day we all don't have to worry about pressures of homophobia, about pressures in high school, but I know that I must be apart of changing that...and that is scary. Perhaps I will, perhaps I won't be able to, but I must: first because I'm being trained to do so, and second if I don't start now, who will start in the future. I must I must I must.
As for myself, I must focus on my studies again and again. I've kinda lost sight of that.
19.4.04
Name that tune...
go#tter scho#ner funken tochter aus elysium; wir betreten feuer trunken himmlische dein heiligthum; Deine zauber binden wieder was die mode strengetheilt; alle menschen werden bruuder wo dein zanfter fluugelweilt.
13.4.04
MSNBC - Fallen ?Angel? prepares to turn to dust
MSNBC - Fallen ?Angel? prepares to turn to dust
Okay okay...
So I'm a bit cheezey, but it's still a good show, if it was only a non-finals type of time.
Okay okay...
So I'm a bit cheezey, but it's still a good show, if it was only a non-finals type of time.
12.4.04
So, I din't write for a while
I had a good birthday. I must now send that thank you email to everyone...d'oh.
Today is a lot better than yesterday, I have a PARAGRAPH of my spanish comp that was due on Friday done. It is the thorn in my side. I have a feeling, actually, no I know that this is going to be a hellish week. 1 thing for the Pearl. 2 Papers and a presentation. Ugh! Ok, one step at a time.
I was ignorning this thing for a while, but now I more than ever need a release valve, and this seems like the perfect thing, so here we go aGAIN!
Today is a lot better than yesterday, I have a PARAGRAPH of my spanish comp that was due on Friday done. It is the thorn in my side. I have a feeling, actually, no I know that this is going to be a hellish week. 1 thing for the Pearl. 2 Papers and a presentation. Ugh! Ok, one step at a time.
I was ignorning this thing for a while, but now I more than ever need a release valve, and this seems like the perfect thing, so here we go aGAIN!
11.4.04
OH I had a good birtfh day too...
Smiles,
But my lack of D's (or so cassie calls them) is killing me; like litteralllyyyyy I'm going in sane!
But my lack of D's (or so cassie calls them) is killing me; like litteralllyyyyy I'm going in sane!
I've managed to fuck myself over so bad!
Ok, paper 1: Spanish, no study, no desire
Paper 2: CoreII, no research starteD!!!!, No idea!
PResentation 1: Spanish, related to Paper 1, so: fucked over!
Who knew that procrastination could be such a bitch! Wait I did...:P.
Umm...yes, I think I need to turn on my Linkin' Park Music right now..hehe.
Paper 2: CoreII, no research starteD!!!!, No idea!
PResentation 1: Spanish, related to Paper 1, so: fucked over!
Who knew that procrastination could be such a bitch! Wait I did...:P.
Umm...yes, I think I need to turn on my Linkin' Park Music right now..hehe.
8.4.04
So long
So, tonight i've done not much...
Umm... I think i solved a problem with a computer, but I'm not exactly sure.
I went to have dinner
Then I came back to the IT lab to eat, and then i went to give in my flight booking form.
Other than that, I feel a bit off-kilter, kinda off but not exactly 'off...'.
Damn hormones!
See ya!
Umm... I think i solved a problem with a computer, but I'm not exactly sure.
I went to have dinner
Then I came back to the IT lab to eat, and then i went to give in my flight booking form.
Other than that, I feel a bit off-kilter, kinda off but not exactly 'off...'.
Damn hormones!
See ya!
2.4.04
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