1.10.10

92 of 100 days until December 31st turns to January 1st

So I'm going to blog this.  Gonna put my thoughts out there.

There's a lot been going on in my life since the beginning of the year.  Best part about life this year - I've been able to experience what it is like to "Rock the Era" what it is like to challenge the fundamental darkness inherent in life and not give in to it's influence and what it's like to determine to do something and follow through.

Through it all there's been a lot of challenges.  I think mostly the mental challenges, the roadblocks that we've put up ourselves, in our own minds, of what is our limitation.  I am starting to realize though that I have personal roadblocks too in my external life.

My challenges for the rest of two-thousand-and-f'ing-ten:

1. Lose weight, like significant weight.
2. Pay down my credit card debt, all while not going over my monthly income.
3. Find what path lies in my future.

Challenges a plenty, life condition, sometimes not so plenty.  So I'm going to challenge myself for the next few months to chant 2 hours a day, every day, with these specific goals in mind: Weigh 210 lbs by the beginning of next year; pay down my debts 50%; and apply to a graduate school.