Things are better after a good nights sleep.

Things always feel better after a good nights sleep. I know that...

The piles of shit i enumerated before are still there, but I think I have some focus right now.

I can't think about much right now other than finals and papers, yet i'm so frustrated that I can't focus on those things. I need a break! My brain hurts. I need to get some perspective. Life, could be better, but I'm glad that I have my SGI members here and my district. They're always comforting and supportive. They are my family here.

I can't remember how it felt in my home district, but I know that the feeling of family here is stronger and warmer.

I worry about what this place will be like once the pioneering juniors are gone. It helps that we're getting our leaders from last year are coming back from Study Abroad. But still the majority of the juniors are leaving for their study abroads. We're loosing a lot of the central Pearl staff and we haven't created a solid group of central people, yet. It will happen, but I'm less hopeful right now. I'm glad that Nathan is becoming a part of the fold and it sounds like Tetsushi is interested as well. I know that there's going to be people coming back, I just want the freshman to take a lead and I don't know maybe I just don't trust enough that it'll happen. Maybe my expectations are too high and I'm not setting realistic expectations that the froshes will be like the group that is the central pearl staff now.

I dunno i'm just being stupid and should do my homework. I just needed to get this part out.

I'm going to miss all of you juniors.