11:34PM

There's a lot going on at work. Nothing to complain about. I have more responsibility and I'm handling things with more grace than I would've thought possible 6 months ago. I'm putting forth my best foot right now.

In my SGI activities, I'm really setting myself up to be challenged and to challenge myself.

In my personal life, I feel the desire to have victory, but I'm not doubt-free after I stop chanting. I'm strengthening my resolve to have victory with my ex and with another person whom I really like but cannot let go. I'm hoping beyond hope right now to not only find the person who will help me grow right now, but also to grow as I do so. I'm realizing more and more I'm exactly where I need to be in so many things--I cannot be happier in that respect, because if I weren't where I am now, it would mean I haven't gotten this far yet.

Looking at the brighter side of life and now I'm reaching to do more than just digest what I see, feel, hear, and sense, but to comprehend it--to have comprehension.

March 16th is around the corner. i hope to have a victory this year in terms of introducing friends to this faith. I want to become a shakubuku king (or even a queen!).