314. exhausted

I don't think I've been this tired in so long. Enjoyed myself as much as I could at Masako's going-away party. I hope that I'll see her again soon. I love the family atmosphere at Soka Gakkai meetings. It's always those who are most supportive you see, of course, but at the same time, it's comradeship--in challenging that which you doubt can be challenged--that really makes the feeling whole and true.
I'm attempting to do what I haven't done in so long--chant a lot and chant with feeling, meaning, and purpose. The chanting is so that I feel, make meaning, create value, and have purpose in life. I'm feeling in a rut. I need to challenge all that I can.
Throat hurts, will try to get to work without any incident. Thus, I sleep now.