970 pride...949 no pride

I think I'm just a bit colorado-centric. sarcastic. depressed. fat.

I don't know what it is but I don't feel very happy. Maybe I'm depressed, maybe I'm bi-polar, and maybe even I'm normal But right now I feel like crap. I don't feel very confident in myself. Self-esteem building is a bitch and I need some right now. Let's see, I also feel like I can't see the positive of anything. Everyone else always seem to be more positive than I could ever be. I don't feel confident in myself enough, or something.

Ok, take a moment for the irony: i'm complaining about my complaining, negative nature. Oh well, that "Jooooooooeee" Ragu' commercial on TV is making my laugh. :D

I'm toddling off. G'night!