29.2.04

"If I could turn back time..."

When you come from a city that hardly has any diversity, do you criticize it for not having it? NO it's just something that the city couldn't control. Ideally the city would be diverse and populated with people of many colors, of many backgrounds and of many beliefs. But, it's not the city's fault that it's not diverse, it's not even the people. Searching for something to point at, is no better than critcizing a rock for being made of sand. It is what it is. Now, when the people of the city take active steps to beat people down who are different shades of human, who are from different backgrounds, or who hold different beliefs, that's when you can criticize the city.

I'm sure that this rambling doesn't make much sense, but it's what I felt like writing right now.

I just came back from Male and I's 'night out'. I don't regret going, it was great. But now that I think about it, it would've been better if we had spent time to talk or chat. Dirty Dancing: Habana Nights is not a bad movie; Male thought that the aspects of Cuban culture that they show was really correct. It was even a short movie...less on the guilt trip.

I've got a few more things to do before I go to bed: (1) Sunny's b'day (2) Spanish diarios (3) Core Reflection Paper.

Hopefully, I'll be in bed by 12h30...but I doubt it. Awake at 5h50 again!

I can't wait for SB. I'll be able to go home.

(Goals)
I will have an experience for the March district meeting.
I will have a heart-to-heart dialogue with my parents. I need to understand where they're coming from. I will seek their voices and their hearts. For my sake, and for theirs, we need to have "this talk" that we've been avoiding.

William = Bill
Samuel = Sam
Rick = Dick? (Omg, thems english people!)
28.2.04
It's so hard to keep up my life on here. I can see that there's so many things going on around me right now that I feel like I don't have time for much of anything other than those things. So, if this blog gets a bit dusty, pardon.

I don't even remember the hard, emotional things I've gone through in the last two/three weeks, let's just say that I have had a lot of things go on that seem to have pushed me.

Now I feel like I need some space to step-back and align myself right. Suddenly, with all these mid-terms I feel like I'm reacting instead of acting. Personally reacting to situations is my domain; boy do I love defence whenever it comes to a game. But right now, it seems more like things are happening to me and I haven't taken much action (ooo...decision) to make thigns happen.

A week or two ago, it was a lot the opposite. I would make things happen and even if things happened to me, I would still be able to change it.

See what happens when you stop scrutinizing things that are going on and then your own reactions to them.

OK...so i'm REDECIDING to understand making decisions, because whether I like it or not, I made a un/conscious decision in the last few weeks to let go "control." Phew...like this time, again I will have to fight hard. But I've made the decision, following through is easier than the decision-making part.

I really can't believe I'm up at 9h10 on SATURDAY morning! I'm going to do my 1hour of daims and then go to the gym and then eat and then I'll get started on music/studying. Okay getting started on an "auspicious" day.

Ayah! Zhongwen ta hen haoshuo le! Wo bu neng haoshuo.

FAQ: Gay Marriage - Your nagging questions answered. By Jill Hunter?Pellettieri

FAQ: Gay Marriage - Your nagging questions answered. By Jill Hunter?Pellettieri
27.2.04

Umm...weird

I never, ever, ever would've thought I'd see a SUNSHOWER here in the OC. Weird, werid, weird, WEIRD!

I think people are right, we're going to hell in a handbasket, and OC will be the first to be swallowed up ;D.

I miss you sammi! I miss you jess. Sorry I wasn't able to say it before, I love the Roca, so did all my hallmates, and I'm sure Phat will too. Oh, don't worry, there'll be a couple pieces left over for the Pearl, if the box makes it there to the newsroom.

Oh and about the pearl, it'll be online as soon as I find the time to actually get it put up on the internet, then y'all from abroad can see it in its totally new literary-magazine-like form!

Yah!
25.2.04

ESPNSoccernet.com: US: No opus for U.S. against Holland

ESPNSoccernet.com: US: No opus for U.S. against Holland The US is catching up ... finally.

ESPNSoccernet.com: MLS: Wizards' Preki to miss four months

ESPNSoccernet.com: MLS: Wizards' Preki to miss four months AWWW, a g'looking guy goes down...

ESPNSoccernet.com: MLS: Quakes take first match at La Manga

ESPNSoccernet.com: MLS: Quakes take first match at La Manga That's cool...better for MLS' soccer!

ESPNSoccernet.com: MLS: Galaxy shut out by French club

ESPNSoccernet.com: MLS: Galaxy shut out by French club Hrm...the US is STILL behind Europe, but we're slowly gaining.

Quote for the day:

"In Colorado and nationwide, leaders ought to focus on creating jobs, providing health care, improving education, and preserving our environment," Romanoff said. The amendment, "is not relevant to our national security, our domestic stability, or our economic solvency. It has no place in our Constitution."
-Rocky Mountain News (25 | 02 | 2004)

Rocky Mountain News: State

Rocky Mountain News: State

Rocky Mountain News: Legislature

DRMN :: Hmm ... finally. Hogs will get OUT of the way.

9NEWS.com - Newsroom

9NEWS.com :: Columbine, friend of mine...

9NEWS.com - Newsroom

9NEWS.com :: it's like a vote on someone's views on gay marriage

Le Quotidien Permanent du Nouvel Observateur- Séisme au Maroc: l'aide internationale se met en place

Quake in Morocco: International aide set in place - Séisme au Maroc: l'aide internationale se met en place

courrierinternational.com

courrierinternational.com : Crise nucleaire

01net. - Cisco s'approprie la téléphonie Wi-Fi

supercool! - Cisco s'approprie la téléphonie Wi-Fi

Reuters | Latest Financial News / Full News Coverage

Haiti

Welcome to AJC!

Hmm...promising
24.2.04
Ugh...Bush supports FMA... Does this spell trouble to andy's dreams of being married? I wish it wouldn't.
23.2.04

9NEWS.com - Newsroom

Think the world is getting stupider with every generation? Here's some proof.

Rocky Mountain News: Education

Doesn't this seem like SUA Students? Maybe we SHOULD slow down...

Gay.com Health

Aids/Hiv in NYC
Poopsie!!!

I'm going to accept the SGI district vice-YMD position. I really want to challenge myself. If I could only tell that to someone else! OH well, I'm telling you I guess.

Gotta love that impersonal, plural you.

Hen lei, oyasumi!
22.2.04

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Maybe later...but so far, all I can say is how busy my week was. It was TOO busy. I hope this next week will be better, but I imagine that i will be putting more energy into this coming week.

Domei daimoku is my saviour!

It's actually raining here in SoCal, not just the wussy misty stuff that happens every other weekend, but REAL rain, like rain SHOWERS! Whoohooo! an ACTUAL CHANGE in the weather!!! I feel like I'm in Paris, or Rome, or Florence! Mabye.

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Good thing I only understand what I'm writing here...this shows my GREAT level of chinese doesn't it?

I cannot live without my PalmPilot. It is the center of my organized world. All hail Palm IIIc.
18.2.04

Ugh...

what was that core movie...if it wasn't so long I think i would've liked it...but it took a bit too long to get through and then by the end the DVD player must've been overheating because the dvd stopped playing right...

Now, to study I go...if I don't get knocked on in yahoo!

Not much time again,

I've got a Core II plenary/movie to go to...I hope it'll be a good one.

Guardian Unlimited Politics | Special Reports | Charge has helped break love affair with car

Guardian Unlimited Politics | Special Reports | Charge has helped break love affair with car Congestion Charging, could it be coming to the city nearest to you? ... Probably not.

Finger Eleven :: Home

Finger Eleven :: Home Has anyone noticed the lead guy for this band looks kinda like Fred Durst in their music Video?

9NEWS.com - Newsroom

9NEWS.com - Newsroom Wolves...wolves.

9NEWS.com - Newsroom

9NEWS.com - Newsroom Hmm...the white house is distancing itself from itself?
17.2.04

New Zealand News - NZ - Alcohol snorting craze sets off alarm signals

"Ever tried snorting alcohol?" - Whoa! Thanx wes.
15.2.04

I think it's weird...

that most of the hits that I get to this blog come from the EAST coast, not the West Coast or the Middle coast (Mountains).

Just a random thought: do I have a stalker or is this something I signed up for and totally forgot? (I don't ever remember hearing about signing up to rr.com or whatever it is).

Ok, I go exercise now.

WeirD: No email from 9P (Fri) to 4P (Sun) it's like the campus is a sleep...

wAY: Because it probably IS!

Hm...i thought i wrote something...but it seems i haven't

Maybe it's just the laziness of this week. I don't know ... but I friggin cannot find anything of mine. Wallet, i don't even remember where it is...i'm going to go to the ...
So NOW it works.

Ugh.

Weishenme?!?!?!?!
Hmm...this isn't working....DOH!!!!
13.2.04
12.2.04

If Ken can get gay-bashed...

Hey All

Unfortunately I have sad news to report to you tonight.

Ken (Saragosa) was assaulted. None of us students know very much of the specifics, but as far as we've been told it seems to be a gay-bashing. Though this campus is prone to rumors. He was nonetheless assaulted.

I mayhaps realized that I act the way I do because of the fear of retaliation for acting any differently? Am I big because that's the way I was grown up, or did I grow up becoming big to protect myself?

It's not really sunken in yet. Ken was probably bashed (only head...but still) for his race (Latino-asian) and his sexuality (queer/gay).

Maybe my world is a bit deflated. Maybe I'm jaded. I just don't know.

Action is the key, but I won't know until tomorrow what to do .

So therefore g'night.

RockyMountainNews.com

RockyMountainNews.com

Rocky Mountain News: News

Rocky Mountain News: News

Status: Tired...very tired

Hey all,

I only have a few minutes to blog right now, but to say the least, I'm tired. My body aches: stupid getting sick and now having to get back into exercising shape! I only got 7 hours of sleep last night. My eyes are dry. But, nonetheless I'm decently happy. Don't exactly know why, but I'm definitely getting stuff done on-time and the like. Perhaps it's just because I haven't been this healthy in about a week that my metabolism is a bit shot.

IN other news, I did get to see the cute (but not the usual cute for me) guy that I kinda have a crush on at last Sunday's KRG. BTW, it was a blast, the kids really seemed to enjoy all the stuff that was going on. Though if I don't say this now, I'll explode. The room was gaudy as hell! Hehe, a bit of fun, but for some reason it seemd almost "wrong"(?) in the SACC. Perhaps I'll just have to let it go and be happy that the meeting was a good chance for people to be able to celebrate the holiday.

I still have to get my valentine's stuff done with but I'm almost there, I'll probably do it tomorrow afternoon.

This weekend'll be full too. I just know it. It seems like my sunday will be very busy: 9am(?) toso, and 10am intro to buddhism meeting. MAYhaps saturday I'll be able to play hockey, if i get the time to make a phone call or two.

That's it for now. NOw i get to go mix chemicals and hope I don't blow the roof off of pauling hall. :D (devil)

Lunch here i come!
11.2.04

Rocky Mountain News: News

Rocky Mountain News: News Landmarks oh landmarks, hopefully I'll be able to tell my kids "that was the ruling that..."

Rocky Mountain News: Nation

Rocky Mountain News: Nation So...maybe he's not. But he thinks it. That's for sure.
9.2.04

MSNBC - Mel Gibson says his wife could be going to hell

MSNBC - Mel Gibson says his wife could be going to hell Screwed-up I say!

Today

Was hard...but i forgot about it.

Woke up early (6am): did domei daimoku.

Went to sleep: bad andy BAD!

Woke up again at 9: went to spanish, an OK exam.

Dinked around to lunch: ate

Dinked around: got ready to print

Went to class: chinese exam, tai bu hao le!

Went to IT Lab: lived there from 16h30 to 22h30

Back to room: to start studying for exams.

Life is difficult, life is tough, but right now i'm realizing that living is a decision. Decisions to do wht u want to do. Decisions to overexert yourself. Decisions to try and do something.

Deep karma is coming up. I can face it. And I'm trying to. What is in that future of mine? I'm trying to focus in the mome, but for some reason, I can't.

Getting back up again.

I've found some hope and some help. G'boy. Appreciate yourself.

Living is a choice. And my choice right now is to live by studying. See you in the morning.

I wnt 2 si smplfd eng

wht wud it b lke 2 wrt n smplfd eng. wud't u hve 2 know good eng grmr? cud it b dun?

wrtng n txt is't diffclt but how wud U smplfy eng wrtg sys's?

i guess it's lke the chn simplfd wrtg sys. d wht n d how r diff qstns. do u get a dff smplf sys if u live in engld vs aus vs d usa?

mnd exercs.

oh well, lve it 4 another day.

Wicked Good Guide to Boston English

Wicked Good Guide to Boston English
Hmm...wht was this agin?
8.2.04

good (but long) day

Pearl: not so bad. Printing tomorrow too. Tuesday, we come out
SGI: Fun, a bit long (only 8 hours at the kaikan)
Life: better
Study: let's not go there...
Health: bettering. I've decided that being sick isn't going to stop me.
Do-mei daimoku!

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/pingpong.php

the amzng cmplxty of jpnz tv

Kelly...I hope you're all right

Skabana (19:22:20): did you hear what happened to Kelly?
FortFun80521 (19:22:27): no, what happened?
Skabana (19:22:31): shit
Skabana (19:22:37): it's a long story so here goes
FortFun80521 (19:22:43): k
Skabana (19:22:49): I guess she was attending a Campus crusades thing
Skabana (19:23:12): and a girl came up behind her, and said "hey kelly"
Skabana (19:23:28): as kelly turned, she was struck in the head with a glass bottle
Skabana (19:23:48): then the girl jumped on her and started attempting to claw her eyes out
Skabana (19:24:08): several others grabbed the girl off of kelly and some others took her to a bathroom
Skabana (19:24:23): the assailant followed, and like 5 people had to keep her out of the bathroom
Skabana (19:24:41): she was arrested, and is now in jail on top of a 50,000 dollar bail
Skabana (19:24:51): for aggrivated assault with a deadly weapon
FortFun80521 (19:20:55): yah! HOLY SHIT!
Skabana (19:21:00): kelly got 18 stitches in her head
FortFun80521 (19:25:18): is she all right? when did this happen?
Skabana (19:25:22): no one is quite sure why she wanted to get kelly
Skabana (19:25:24): wednesday
Skabana (19:25:27): she's okay
Skabana (19:25:33): she's a bit jumpy still
Skabana (19:25:38): but me and will made her some sushi
FortFun80521 (19:25:46): i bet she's jumpy! omg.
FortFun80521 (19:25:49): i hadn't heard
FortFun80521 (19:25:55): so, she's at home then
Skabana (19:26:05): she is going back tomorrow morning early
Skabana (19:26:34): this girl had already been arrested once for harrasing kelly
Skabana (19:26:54): and she was heard yelling "stay away from jonathan you bitch"
Skabana (19:27:06): jonathan is kelly's friend who she is not dating, but wants to
FortFun80521 (19:27:16): that's umm...really fucked up!
Skabana (19:27:21): you bet
Skabana (19:27:35): I told her it was the most fucked up thing I'd ever heard

Albino Blacksheep - Flash / Badgers (Badger, badger, badger, badger. Mushroom, mushroom! Snake!)

Albino Blacksheep - Flash / Badgers (Badger, badger, badger, badger. Mushroom, mushroom! Snake!) Holy crap! I'm going insane!!! (Thanx Salem!...god!)
6.2.04

I wish...

Mehwidge...

Umm...?

"Wrongful Pregnancy"

I can't help but feel the cold sore in my mouth

It just bites!

Tired, sick...whatelse could be worse than that?

Death of course.

Right now I'm hoping my weekend will be much easier than it looks.

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS Wow! In colorado of all places.

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS Hmm...this is a weird loook at the politics of wind power.

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS

DenverPost.com - LOCAL NEWS To go with the stuff we've been talking about in CoreII.
4.2.04

YES!!!

MSNBC - Green light for gay marriagesin Massachusetts

U.S. and World Population Clocks - POPClocks

POP Clocks

Snow Tow - ebaumsworld.com

Snow Tow - ebaumsworld.com - By the way, these guys are so friggin stupid that 'stupid' doesn't even begin to explain it.
3.2.04

RockyMountainNews.com

No you're an elephant!

RockyMountainNews.com

Teeheehee

RockyMountainNews.com

Denver Square: Xcel Bills

RockyMountainNews.com

Denver Square: haha!

Rocky Mountain News: State

Rocky Mountain News: State : Oooo! That Bush Jr.
2.2.04

stolen from Salem, who stole it from Kat, who stole it from god knows who....

A - Age: 19
B - Birthday: 10 April 1984
C - Choice Of Meat: Tom Brady, Brats, or both
D - Dream Date: Eat dinner, go to the movies, go to a club, come back, romatinc movie (No, NOT a porno), fall asleep in each other's arms.
F - Favorite Food: Lee's Sandwiches or Pho
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Coming out to my parents
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: Graduation
I - Internal conflicts: Brain VS Heart (Currently in the 1st Qt 300-10)
K - Kool-Aid: Blueberry Lemonade; turns your tongue bluer than HELL!
L - Love: My room
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: Computer or DVD player
N - Name: Andrew Nobuaki Reker
O - Outfit You Love: Sorry to say it, but it's a brown American Eagle shirt with Old Navy Painter's Jeans. Whodathunk I'm so straight?
P - Pizza Toppings: Double Pepperoni and Extra sause
Q - Question you want to ask: "Do I look weird to you?" OR "Are you gay?" (Ditto to Salem)
S - Sport To Watch: Gymnastics or Wrestling
T - Television Show: QAF / ER
U - Unique habit: Biting my nails to the point I don't need to cut them.
W - Winter: Skiing
Y - Year Born: 1984
Z - Zodiac Sign: Aries

?? HAVE YOU EVER

1. Kissed your cousin: Umm....considering I may have seen any one of them no more than 4 times, EVER. No.
2. Ran away: I think I got to the bathroom.
3. Pictured your crush naked: Yessss.
4. Actually seen your crush naked: Damn; no.
5. Broken someone's heart: Probably not, I tend to crush things rather than break.
6. Been in love: No
7. Cried when someone died: No, no one close to me has died, yet.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yep.
9. Broken a bone: Damn, almost, a bad sprain.
10. Drank alcohol: Yes
12. Cried in school: No. Must. Not. Cry. Must. Retain. Manhood.

?? WHICH IS BETTER

13. COKE OR PEPSI: Sprite, then Coke.
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: Sprite.
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: Guys
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY: Kisses.
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: Both, depending on mood
18. QUIET OR LOUD: Quiet.
19. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: Fake Blond?
20. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: Bitchy.
21. TALL OR SHORT: Tall.
22. PANTS OR SHORTS: Shorts.

?? WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: Torso; smile
24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Who knows, it was high school.
25. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: What's your number?

?? THE LAST TIME

26. SHOWERED: This morning.
27. HAD SEX: Never
28. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Define "Great time". Probably every day.

?? WHAT IS

29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: My two security dolls.
30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: No one really, I have a general discomfort with most people.
31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: Umm...hot boys in the Caff. (Yah, Whoo hoo. my life is a hoot!)

?? FAVORITES

32. COLOR: Blue or Silver.
33. MOVIE: Contact / Amelie
34. BOOK: Something from IB or Ionesco.
35. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Chem.
36. JUICE: It's white. grapes.
37. CARS: Silver, Saab.
38. ICE CREAM: double choco chip
39. HOLIDAY: 4th or Labor Day
40. SEASON: Fall / Winter
41. BREAKFAST FOOD: Ochazuke
42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HUNNY: What's that?

?? WHO

43. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Myself.
44. MAKES YOU SMILE: Everyone and no one.
45. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: My crush.
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: Don't care.
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: There is a long list that won't fit into this. But my first crush at school was this cool guy, too bad he's not gay.
48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: Ellie.
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: Guys.

?? DO YOU EVER

50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: No
51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: Yes
52. SAVE E-MAILS: Auto-Archive, yes!
53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: Yes
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: No
55. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: Yes, anger is a bitch.

?? BEST

56. COLOGNE: Errr...
57. PERFUME: Er?do I follow the gals? No.
58. KISS: Hey I'm prudish! I won't tell you that.
59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: None.
60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: ?Decide.?

?? HAVE YOU:

61. Fallen for your best friend?: No
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: No
63. Been rejected?: Oh Hell yah.
64. Been in love?: Maybe.
65. Been in lust?: Describe the last 8 years of my life.
66. Used someone?: Heh, yes. Unfortunately, but not in a sexual manner.
67. Been used?: Probably, but I don't care, they're out of my life now.
68. Cheated on someone?: No.
69. Been cheated on?: No.
70. Been kissed?: No.
71. Done something you regret?: Yes. Several times a day.

Who was the last person...

72. You touched?: Don't remember
73. You talked to?: You mean with speech? Crystal
74. You hugged?: MALE!!!!
75. You instant messaged?: Initated? Jess. Recieved: Kajal.
76. You kissed?: Umm...no.
77. You had sex with?: Definitely a no.
78. You yelled at?: No one, or actually I don't remember.
79. You laughed with?: Yuko and Shika.
80. Who broke your heart?: He who shall have broken my heart.
81. Who told you they loved you?: Male, of course!

Do you..

82. Color your hair? No, have though.
83. Have tattoos? No
84. Have piercings? May soon.
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? No
86. Own a webcam? No
87. Own a thong? No
88. Ever get off the damn computer? Yes
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Facial hair & Eyes.
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Yah, but no bimbos need apply
109. Would you marry for money?: No
110. Have you had braces?: Owch! I can remeber thinking about it.
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: No, I had someone else do it for me.
112. Do you like hairy backs?: No. Sorry, most gay males do not like hairy backs; hairy chests on the other hand...
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: Hah, no biting myself, right? Never.
114. Could you live without a computer?: No.
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AIM, MSN, Y!.
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: AIM 57; MSN: 60; Y!: 10.
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be? Castro or Roma.
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Off.
120. What is your favorite fruit?: Bananas.
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: White.
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: Boboli Gardens
123. What is the last movie you saw?: The Trip
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: Maybe.
125. Are you photogenic? Nay!
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Both, if I remember.
127. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: No.
128. Is it chipped or fresh?: I am not wearing nail polish
129. Do you have any dimples?: I don't think so. Maybe on my ass.
130. Do you remember being born?: Good god! why would I want to remember that!
131. Why do you take surveys?: For the sheer pleasure of knowing that I'm getting sicker than I already am.
132. Do you drink alcohol? If so, what is your favorite drink?: Haven't tasted around. I like most anything with Tequila in it.
133. Did you like or do you love high school?: Rgh...let's say it's bi-polar relationship: both.
135. Who do you want to kiss? Tom Brady.
136. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunrise. It's my dorm's name!
137. Do you want to live to be 100?: No, 99 will do for me.
138. Are flat stomachs important? No, but yes.
139. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: No
140. Are you loyal?: Pretty much blindly, yes.
141. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: Usually.
142. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: Off.
143. Do you have nightmares frequently?: Don't remember them.
144. Do you like your nose?: I have an Asian nose, can't they make chem goggles that fit?
145. Do you think you can draw well?: No. If you give me 3 months: yes.
149. Do you write poetry?: Yes
150. Do you snore?: Yes
151. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Left side.
152. dog/cat? DOG!
156. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional
159. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: I can't play either! Cello's very cool.
161. Do you know someone who has cancer?: Yah.
162. Do you like to argue?: Yes. Oh god yes! Especially with family.
166. Do you have a middle name? What is it?: Yes, Nobuaki.
167. Are you basically a happy person?: Haha. For the most part, I'm happy where I'm at, but know I need to change things around.
168. Are you tired?: Everyday.
169. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? Coffe.
170. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: No
171. How many phones do you have in your house?: 2 In my dorm. 8 at home.
172. How long is your hair?: right now: probably 3".
173. Do you get along with your parents?: Kinda. Still soft ground to tread on.
174. What color eyes do you prefer? Green/Gray.
176. Were you named after anyone? First name: No. Middle: Combo of Sensei's and Dad's names. Last: Dunno.
177. Do you wish on stars? Yes
179. When did you last cry? For the first time in a long time: a week a go.
181. Do you like your handwriting? If it wasn't so schizoid.
185. Any bad habits?: Comer las unyas. Chewing on my nails.
186. What is your most embarrassing CD? Billy Ray Cyrus.
187. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? Probably not.
188. Are you a daredevil? Hello. No.
189. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? No
191. Do looks matter? Yes, to an extent
192. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Usually.
193. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No, I'm descently scientific.
196. How do you release anger? Exercise.
199. What was your favorite toy as a child? Blanket, stuffed animals; cars.
200. What class in school do you think is totally useless? None, at the mome.
201. Do you like sappy love songs? yes, I'm a king of the sappyness.
202. Have you ever been on radio or television? No.
203. Do you have a journal? Blogger.
204. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Haha, right...I don't use sarcasm. At all.
206. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Don't have time for a guy.
207. What is your nickname? Pandy
208. Would you bungee jump? Yes
209. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? No, why do you need to?
210. What are you worried about right now? Being sick.
211. Do you ever wear overalls? No.
212. Do you think you are strong? No.
213. What's your mom's job? Florist/homebody
214. What's your dad's job? Partnership owner.
216. How many wisdom teeth do you have? I think I have them all.
219. What would you change about yourself? A bunch: No. 1 Weight; No. 2 Attitude.
220. Who is most likely to respond to this first? Hmm...no one, because it's on my Blog.
221. Who are the people you care most about? Friends.
222. I see: a big carpet and rug with a DVD player, speakers and a TV
223. I need: a steady relationship
225. I want: To not go ot class.
226. I have: A sinus infection.
227. I wish: I was asleep
228. I love: My brothers and my best friends
229. I hate: my attitude at the moemnt.
230. I miss: Everyone.
231. I fear: Anti-gay rights activists; myself.
232. I feel: sick and hurting.
233. I hear: music playing (Duncan Sheik)
234. I smell: heater.
235. I wonder: when I'll find a steady growthful relationship.
236. I regret: not saying "I love you" enough.

When was the last time I ...

237. Smiled?: today, walking to the caff.
238. Laughed?: At the caff.
239. Cried?: a week ago.
240. Bought something?: Today: Staples: Photo paper.
241. Danced?: today in my room.
242. Were sarcastic?: About 2 minutes ago.
243. Kissed someone?: Never, really.
244. Talked to an ex?: No compute
245. Watched your favorite movie?: Too long ago.
246. Do you own any plaid clothing?: No
247. Do you own Converse shoes?: No
250. Do you wear tight pants?: No
251. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: Yes.

In the last day:

252. Worn a skirt: No
253. Been mean: Yes
254. Been sarcastic: Yes
255. Met someone new: No, I'm in sokaville.
256. Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yes
257. Missed someone: Yes
258. Hugged someone: Yes
259. Fought with your parents: No
260. Wished upon a star: No
261. Laughed until you cried: No
262. Played Truth or Dare: No
263. Watched a sunrise/sunset: Yes
264. Went to the beach at night: No
265. Spent quality time alone: No, I'm sick, this is not "quality" time.
266. Read a book for fun: No
267. Are you lonely: Yes
268. Are you wearing your pajamas: Yes.
269. Are you talking to someone online: No

Oh yeah!

And for the first time in a LONG WHILE!

It's raining/sprinkling. Haven't heard any real rain yet, but I'm hoping that it will over night and we'll have puddles. :D

Wu is leavin tomorrow too. That'll be sad, but I'm sure she'll have the best of times in Japan and CHina. I wish I could go over and wish her well.

Sniffle

God Damnit!

I have another Sinus Infection...I can tell it! I think I need to get my tonsils taken out. That does NOT sound GOOD!!!

Death to corporate radio! Not that it matters much here in SUA, we can't get none (in more than one way). Here I sit alone again in my room when there were hunky hunky HUNKY footballers who came to eat on campus. Too bad, none of them set off any pings, bangs, or booms on my gaydar. One was really REALLY good looking with his 5o'clock shadow. :D Teeehehe, evil thoughts >:D.

It was weird, I could get 850 KOA ALL THE WAY HERE IN the OC. It was at night however, so it's not totally unexpected; but I do have to say, I was still freaked to hear about KOA at like 5h30PM!

So weird!

I loved the movies, I wish I had time to do stuff...but I have presentacion tomorrow, so I'm almost to bed. Finally!
Didn't read for Econ, hope nothing happens that'll show that.

I have to get better, I can't be sick here at SUA; it just don't work. I think I'm going to ask my parents if I can get surgery down here in the OC so that I can get this Sinus Infection problem out of the way. This weekend, I hope.

Hope to hear from y'all soon. Sorry I haven't been blogging, It's been a hecktick!!! time.
1.2.04
I maybe getting sick, but right now, I feel good...I saw a couple of awesome movies:

-The Trip: A gay Bonnie & Clyde mixed with a love story and comedy. I loved it. I think i've seen the director/writer somewhere before.
-Erase una vez en Mexico (or the real title: Once Upon A Time in Mexico)

It's weird, both of these movies had a lot to do with Mexico.

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The Daily Collegian - What she doesn't know will kill you