A text update

Ok, so i went to a b'day party on saturday and i came to the conclusion that i still really feel weird even around people who aren't soka people. It's kinda bad...but whatever. I'm trying my best to create a comfortable environment for people around me, even if I don't know them well. Perhaps it was because I still feel alien in certain parts of this US of A.

I am going to miss my friends. I will live, I'm good at doing that. But I know it won't be the same without them...so I am trying to enjoy their company as much as I can...the question is am I forgetting things in doing so? Ahhh, the wonders of the world.

I will start work soon, I'm happy. I have to do taxes soon, I am NOT happy.

I made an ·espanya· CD, I am VERY happy. Some other people on campus found out about O'zone, I was happy for a while, but realized it's kinda stupid to be happy about those kinda things, but I still decided I should be happy about that.

There's a cute boy on campus, and I can't talk to him. I wonder if he knows i think he's cute. And I also wonder if i should do anything about it. The workings of the mind amaze me.

I want to carry my determination from in front of the gohonzon into my life. Step 1 has been completed, i think.

I want to support my district, while not forgetting my family and my friends.

Daily 1 hour of e'mails!