Thoughts

From the past few days, some thoughts:
-I wonder how well I play field hockey. I really wonder whether it's just the social aspect of the game here in the FtC, but I wonder how I stack up compared to others. I also wonder how I compare to what I could be if I played year-round.
-What is the world going to be like when I'm 80 years old? How about when I'm 100 y.o.?
-Do I deserve someone who loves me?
-Do my actions follow what I say I want?
-What am I going to do about this Capstone!?!?!
-I wonder when the CSU library is open?
-Do I really think I can improve my game in field hockey?
-Do I act flirty with girls?
-Do I confuse girls? Is it because I'm gay?
-What is the meaning of "pride"?
-What does having muscular and virile men gyrate on floats and drag queens have anything to do with my sexuality?
-How do I improve my life?
-How do I encourage those around me? My brothers, the ymd here, the members in my districts.
-What does it mean to love? what does it mean to lust? what does it mean to let-go?

An update by andy-pandy.