Did A day really go by?

It must have, otherwise it wouldn't be the 7th. I'm realizing how much growing up I have to do, still. It never ends.

I'm digging myself a great big hole, and my hope ... well, let's say that my access to hope pipeline is filled with a lot of un-necessary gunk. It's time to go and drano that. :)

More than anything else, at this moment, I need to get back on track: half-hearted efforts at faith, practice, and study, don't get anyone anywhere. It's the same for me. I have become complacent in my life, and I'm realizing how much I hate that feeling. Ugh...not that it's bad to slow down, you need to do that a bit in a fast-paced life, but to stop is to regress, right? So, I must start up again. Whether it's in my faith, or in my practice, or with my exercise, I need to kick-start myself. Because, where there's a will, there's a way. If I decide to make somthing happen, the right thing will happen for me. It will end up that paths I never thought about will be shown to me. Or the path that I was looking at, was actually the one that I need to take.

Anywhoo, I'm in a contemplative mood right now. The Chapter 1 of Discussions on Youth is really good, and I forgot about how much I want to encourage the members here in OC to study. Even though, I don't. Making an effort to go to the Stud meeting on Thursday, hopefully for priyanka's "house-warming" on wednesday, and tomorrow's date with Alex. I'm actually going to go to his house! (Happyness).

Time to get ready for bed. Plan my wednesday plans, and hopefully the thursday study as well.

The panda has spoken, and alas he's feeling like there's more words that should come out.