Thoughts while at work

I can do this. But my karma is trying to stop me.

Karma is kinda like the matrix. It's all around you, it's in everyone and everything. You smell, see, eat, breat, and taste karma. But, the one thing that you can know is that only you yourself have control over your situation. Not "god" not "jebus" and definitely not anyone else. If, and more than that, when, you take control over your situation, over your life, and all the people in it, start to care for the people in your life, and what ever the consequences are in your life, and also start to change the causes you're making, is when you start changing your life for the better.

What a statement! I think I'm on the verge of a break-through.

But still Horny.

One thing I need to do is to start checking out how much carbs I'm eating. I am gainging weight by the pounds! (Hahaha.)

"Lies is when you hide the trufth." I like Radio Deejay, though it's something that I probably like listen to because it's "foreign". That and American Radio (sauve some radio stations that are local/not-Clear Channel) are really good, play a mix of new, old, indie, and underground.

I hate being broke. Not that I'm starving or anything, and not that I don't have money if I need it, but the fact that I don't have enough cash to do what I want right now is killing me. Good thing I know that what I'm saving for is what I really want to save for and I can stay focused on my goal. But, man does it kill me. Then, a short realization, and back to the goal again.

My key is gone...gone. Gone, I tell you, gone! (Dun runnoft with Male).

Damn, I'm hungry. And /hungry/.

Brain dead!

How come there's no difference for me when it's lunch and when I'm working?

I'm so tired. My body is just tired and it's very warm today. I must go get water!

The feeling of having "bags" under your eyes is weird. Why is it that I have so much eye baggage right now?

~dead~ness~