Wishes dry up

Metamorphoses get stuck. That expresses kinda how I feel. I feel like my metamorphosis has gotten stuck. What I'm metamorphosizing from and what to, I don't have a clue. However, I just know I have gotten stuck.

I'm also reminded that the suffering isn't caused by the obstacle. I'm the one who's really deciding it's suffering because I think I can't do anything about it.

Thinking that I need to deepen my life.