20.6.03
Oi! I ran about 5 km today. It was nice. I even got to run with my brother.

Other than that I have officially become a lazy-ass. I don't think that I even did much other than drop people off. Sure, I could have gone out and done some applications maybe even getting an interview, but that would be too much work. I dread the thought. The fact that my parents are pushing me to go out and pursue jobs isn't helping. The more someone pushes the more I tend to get angry and latch down, even though I know I should do that. I guess I'm just being an ass in general. An arrogant ass. At least I can now admit it. [:P]

I'd rather play field hockey everyday and do stuff that I want to. I really just don't see the desire to work. (aside/flashback: I take the oath joining the order of the two-headed turtles (the procrastinators society).) I need to work, so that I can have a car, but that just makes me more apathetic. Is that bad? Yeah, probably, I'm sure that's a bad thing. I'll think about this for a while. (Or maybe I should stop thinking and start doing? eh? maybe?)

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