Ok, so now...how have my goals been accomplished?

Kinda. So far I'm 'batting' 500. So, yesterday, Sunday there was a toso at my house where we chanted ("nam myoho renge kyo," for those of you not in the know) [explanation can be found here, if you want it.] So at this toso, we chanted for an hour, so that got my hour outta the way.

Today, however, I didn't chant more than 20 mins or so, total. Umm...ok. Definitely could have done better.

Studying, he he he. I defenestrated that thing a long time ago. I think though, that I'm going to try tomorrow to read something from the Living Buddhism. So, hopefully, i'll be 'batting' 333 there. Yay.

Talking to people. Definitely a 0 average there. But, I'm working on it.

In other news, I still haven't come out to my parents. It's occuping a lot of my mind-time-space at the moment. Sigh.

When can I? I don't want to lose my funding for school, or for a car. What if I can't find a job and can't get money to go back to SUA? by bus? Ugh. A greyhound for 2 or 3 days! I hope not.

However, my feelings, I have to cut myself short in what I really want to say to my parents. Sigh.

Can't win and can't win. Hopefully not. Sigh.

Other interesting things, I am undersexed. Do NOT do the following things if you are (a) gay, bi, or a straight female AND (b) under-sexed:
(1) Go to a college campus
(2) Find your way to a group of young males playing some sport (usually this leads to them taking their shirts off)
(3) Play some Ultimate (Very cool) Frisbee.
(4) All of the above

Worse option is (4). Best (of the worst) is (1).

Definitely eye-candy. Sigh. Nother thing to sigh over.

I need to work. Money is what makes the world go round and the world is running around a bit faster than I am. Sigh. Lack of money, or more like lack of income is bad. Very bad.

Money. makes. the. world. go. round. round baby right round. like. a. record. baby.

The 'job' that I got I have to go in for work tomorrow for more 'training' I hope to actually get some real work and not just 'training'. It's a chinese food job, not very hard. But still. Sigh. Money.

money, so that I can get a car. so that I can get around in socal when I go back.

Trip Update:
-Arizona
-Aug 8-12
-Stay somewhere night of 12 to morn of 13
-Get to SUA on 13th.
-What's in AZ to do? ne 1?
--Email suggs.